I am Nathan.

I am Nathan.
I am a BAD guy.
I just had a useless quarrel with my girlfriend.
I was mad for something small and meaningless.
I am idiotic.
I am bad-tempered.
I am childish.
I am a fusion of everything bad.
I miss you Josephine.






Sorry. Forgive me bee. Forgive me.

Friends. Fcukers.

Friends. It seems that I tend to trust people easily thus believing that those are my friends. Betrayed,Used. Suffered due to a small part of my so-called friends. Fcuk you all. If you don't like me, tell me or at least don't fcuking take notice of me. Why pretend like you like me when you don't? Fcuk. Fcuk you. What's wrong with my attitude that you dislike? You people are fcukingly weird. Tend to measure others using your measurements. Who do you think you are to measure me? Fcuk you so-called Christian. Fcuk you. I'm a Christian. I use vulgar language. What can you do bout that? Send me to Hell? Fcuk you. And to those friends/fcukers that changed. Fcuk you all too. Former school classmates,best friends,friends. Fcuk you all. Current so-called friends that changed. Fcuk you all too.




mlm o0o

Frienster. Facebook. What's Next?

From asking each other upon meeting whether one plays Friendster to whether one has a Facebook account. This is so damn hilarious. From me telling friends to play Word Search on Facebook to people telling me to play Pet Society on Facebook. This is so tacky. =) I wonder if one day, Msn Messenger and Yahoo Messenger will try to squeeze into a part of Facebook just to get some freaking advertisement fees or publicity. =) well well well. I gotta admit. Facebook is damn better than Friendster. Is everyone short of friends to meet? xD How about AdultFriendFinder? haha. =) PLAY WORD SEARCH PLAY WORD SEARCH. GODDAMIT PLAY WORD SEARCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pet society should be a good choice too. =)
After the sudden hot topic of Facebook, what's next? Friendster came and left. Facebook just started of being some HOT stuff. When will it end? When will it leave? Sure hope Second Life comes FOC. Then it'll be the HOTTEST thing on the earth,besides PORN and Famous Amos. =)


People at Facebook , Friendster and Second Life . Read this you people and especially those at Second Life. FOC FOC FOC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Poem To Let You Know What's On A Man's Mind.

OH HOW I WANNA SHAG YOU
IN STRANGE AND KINKY PLACES,
I WANNA SHAG AND SHAG AND SHAG,
TILL SWEAT DRIPS OFF OUR FACES.

I REALLY WANNA SHAG YOU
TILL OUR BITS ARE STRAINING,
AND YOUR MOANING
MY GROANING,
MAKES THE NEIGHBORS COMPLAINING.

AND WHEN WE'RE FINISHED SHAGGING
TILL WE CAN SHAG NO MORE,
I'LL KICK YOU OUT OF BED TUMBLING
SO I CAN SHAG YOU ON THE FLOOR.

OH DEAR HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU
LOVE YOU BOOBS AND ALL,
MY MY YOU CAN REALLY HEAL
THE PAIN FROM THE ROD AND BALL.

21st February. 2 years. So what ??

2 years. So what? No big deal. Till I was treated like an idiot. Just cause you were tired. So I deserve to be treated like this?
Fine not accompanying me for lunch.
Fine complaining after choosing to watch a horror movie.
Fine complaining at my friend.
Fine not finishing your food.
Fine not letting me at least take a stroll at the men's section in the store.
Fine not wanting to see anything.
Fine being so quiet.
Fine wrecking a day out.


Not fine wrecking a day which is meaningful to me. Wrecking my birthday. Wrecking our anniversary. What's next?
Not fine giving an excuse such as Tired. What about me? I'm not tired?



Maybe this is gonna be a memorable day too.


What's wrong with me? Everything I write is mainly bout negative stuffs. OMFG. I'm so sick. No doctor can help. No medicine can cure. No food can heal.




No no no. No photos. Shitty feeling. Crappy mood. No photos.

Wretched.

Wretched Day.
Wretched Feeling.
Now I'm so freaking unhappy.
It's so unfair.
I don't deserve such.
So Fucked Up.
So Mad.
So Angry.
So Fed Up.
Wretched Me.
Wretched You.
Wretched Us.
Wretched 21.
Wretched February.
Wretched 2009.
Nothing helps.
Not even Oreo McFlurry.
Fuck.
Off.
And.
Die.

Long time no blog. =)

Hello hello. More than a month since I last blogged. Sorry. Either being too lazy or tired or couldn't get sometime to blog. Even if I'm using the computer, I'd be searching for data on the internet or uploading photos from camera or even watching porn. But I just can't find the mood to blog. xD photos photos. 2 Taiwanese teens came to Kuching and stayed with us for 8 days. They're leaving tomorrow. 0.o Be sure to miss them. Together with them including me and my 2 brothers, we're 5 so called " sworned brothers " . Hehe. Take a look at them and give some marks. Haha. =)



Me and " 2nd brother " . Gayish. =)



" 2nd brother " and " 2nd youngest brother " .




Nicholas, andy , kevin , nate. A.K.A NAKA .